i love my new page of my niece Maya Grace even though it took 3 hours to make because i was watching 3 shows – including an Oprah where I was full on sobbing – at the time and it was late at night. craig came in and had to laugh at my crying.
he is a robot. no tears.
i am all tears all the time. i could probably cry on command.
and then talk about crazy . . .
i laughed myself to sleep last night.
sean made me laugh earlier in the evening (not that funny though) and i started talking about it again and i lost it!
i don’t know what came over me but i was laughing like a woman going to the looney bin. at nothing. for a long time. craig kept telling me to stop laughing and go to sleep. i just couldn’t. i also couldn’t breathe. it was hysterical to me. i finally wore myself out and fell asleep. i have to admit that’s a good way to fall asleep.
makes me smile just thinking about it.
i think it was a my body releasing stress. better that way than yelling or more crying.
